Stress out

Have you ever heard this phrase?

"if you see the buddha,

kill the buddha.

if you see your father,

kill your father.

I think it's Confucius that said this, originally. I am feeling stressed out, time has fly by so fast that I only have a month until the big day. I can't seem to stay focus and keep up with my projects. I just wished that I should have posted my listed unfinished, in-progressed, and finished wedding projects that I have been doing. 

May be I should do just that. Post the finished project and the projected amount that I have spent on the item. Jeez, it is hard to do this all by myself. Well, I do have laddies to help me but I could not ask them. So, I am stressing out here by my self. I will manage somehow.

I hate mistakes!!!!

I am so pissed off!
Today we went and supposedly pick up my FI wedding band at the diamond and gold vault. It has been total of 1 month and 2 days since we placed the ordered.
Why, does it to happen this way. I am so upset I could not get things done because I am so hang up with this mess that that jewelry place did..... I can't calm my self. I felt guilty for acting like a bridezilla-ish by making loud sighs and commenting "yeah... you really mess it up."

Geezz... how hard could it be to take an order and not screw it up. Now we have to wait for god knows how long.
I will call them in the morning to make sure that the ring is sent out and expedited.

I don't even understand my own writing here... I am just venting and just typing away.... I am so upset... I can't yell at my FI because it is not his fault. I can't yell at the people at the jewelry store because they are going to make the order expedited. But I am still upset. I need calm myself and I don't know where to vent my frustration to, other than this blog of mine.....

Now, I am hungry. I am feeling a bit better now.....hmmmmmm

I hate mistakes......

My wedding band

My Cake Server

My cake server, gold plated....love...love...love... it :)

My 2nd draft for RD invite