So Busy!!!!!

I am just like a bee, so busy.... I have lots more to do for my wedding that I thought I would be done on or before the end of this month. Well, that is an endeavor I am waiting to see for my self.
Just now, I am throwing myself a bridal shower, because, I am crazy and weired. My sister whom, is my MOH is on her first trimester and so moody that I am getting the end of her anger. Like what did I do this time. She is so emotional. Then, I have a Maid of honor, yet another sister of mine, whom is lazier and fiening stupidity with regards to her duties. Oh, why me. I ma so blessed with such a head ache and pain in my beehive ........ Then my third matron of honor is so eager to help and reluctunt to over burden her with duties and responsibilities already.
And this is why, I am stressing out. Because, I wont have anyone else help me. I have thought of hiring a DOC ( day of coordinator) but, I am iffy about giving $$$ to just a day. I have done so much already. All I need is someone to take charge on the day, by coordinating all vendors and my guests.
I don't know if I am making abig mistake of not letting go of the control. But I am a control freak. I need help. Not for my wedding day but for my head.

$$$ vs peace of mind is what I am thinking at this moment. I don't know.........